old

Going to summer school P.E. made me feel really old and mature. All the freshmen are so shallow and self-absorbed and self-conscious. It's hard to believe I was ever that way. But it is so funny- when thy found out how old I was, they always said "Wow! Your so old!" So now I never want to be an old lady or anything, because its not fun feeling old. Anyway, I'm glad that I have moved beyond being shallow and self-absorbed and self-conscious (for the most part). Before now I hadn't really realized it, but the older I get the more confident I've become and the more comfortable I am just being me.

1 comment:

Emily said...

hi-larious. when i go back and read my journals from high school i think that same thing--was i ever really that shallow and self-absorbed? sad.